My intuition told me to check my archives for a blog training I did on a common misunderstanding Alphas have around the word “ready”.
Ready - You think it’s a FEELING that comes
over you! Nope!!
Double Nope!
Readiness is a DECISION that you choose to make before…
drumroll…you FEEL ready.
You only FEEL READY AFTER YOU DECIDE TO BE READY.
In looking for that, I found this poem I wrote years ago. It may be perfect for you right now.
A Poem..
Why Can’t I Go?
Why can’t I go?
It’s not that there are no chances or spots or places to for me to be
It’s not that I actually totally cannot see
It’s just
when these opportunities come and FIND me
There’s always a “NO” inside that blinds me
But still I read the books and into conferences I go
I felt the ‘A-ha’ a hundred times and then thought “NOW I know!”
Yet…still…why can’t I go?
The law says there’s only love and fear gives ever a bad end
But I still I lash out in anger at my family and my friends
Tanya shows choices and actions. Just start. Hey, here’s how.
I believe her. I know she’s right. And I’ll do it. Just…not…now.
Then I start to spin and start wondering again WHO I am
And the softest whisper in my heart reminds me that – I CAN
And still I find 1000 ways to pretend I don’t say NO
My new life is knocking
– why the hell can’t I go?
It’s the money, I don’t have it and maybe the kids, they need me too
But I feel like a fraud every time I don’t do what I should do
I wish there was
a button, a pill or a potion
There’s got to be something for FREE that will keep my butt in motion
And every time I have the chance – whenever it comes by
I say next time, tomorrow, maybe later. And then I wonder… why?
I know there is no perfect timing, no way to be secure
I know that putting things off never “sparks” a cure
I WANT to change. I WANT to serve. Oh God please help me grow.
And still I have no reason, with ALL this truth I know…
So very clear that love and joy depend on seeds I sow –
So, why, oh why…why don’t I just MAKE myself go?
Tanya Dyer,
Esq.
Why can’t you leave the day job for the dream job?
Assuming you’ve vetted your new path and it will feed you,
you are in two inner minds. And a divided house cannot stand (or quit!).
You’ll need to do the inner work to determine why you cannot go and then heal that fear/wound/resistance.
Only then can you can decide to be ready.