First. I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but somebody lied to you that your DREAM wouldn't pay. In fact, there is a HIGH probability of the person that lied to you, was YOU.
-> If you haven’t sat and talked to someone of my caliber about your DREAM, you don’t really know if it can pay your bills or not.
Second. Why even require your DREAM pay the bills anyway? I have long recommended Alphas open Dry Cleaning businesses just to make money. It's not sexy, not spiritual but profitable! THEN use that money to fund your dream, your passion or mission.
Who told you that saving the polar bears or rescuing dogs from war-torn provinces SHOULD make money?
Do This. Pull that dream out and dust it off lady! Even if it’s not viable for you to change your profession and go back to ballet school… You can still weave some of that DREAM into your daily life.
Fact, this is not a suggestion or optional. When you surrendered that DREAM, you in essence buried a part of you.
She needs to be resurrected and reunited. She needs to be honored and included. What you do to yourself -> others do to you too. So, please allow and recognize the pieces of you.
Figure out a way to add a little piece of that DREAM activity back into your world and watch the magic that happens!